I just want to depart with normal protocol a bit for a honest and probably final appeal for whatever that might be worth.
I'm at a point where I'm going to break financially and need to work.
I don't necessarily know what the issue is. All I've really heard is that I'm apparently the "wrong fit" everywhere. Which is strange when you are a graphic designer applying for graphic design jobs.
I don't know if my work is "too much" or if it's "not enough." I don't know what the 'right' answer is. I've always wanted to just work at something I'm good at and I think I've proven myself capable of that. At the moment I'm looking at things outside my career, service agent, cola merchandiser, general labor, etc to stay alive. But I think it will be difficult to get one of those jobs too (they are not a 'better fit'). I don't know that this will help my chances at all (probably not). But I felt it needed to be said, if it makes a difference in your decision.
PLEASE let me know if you have any questions or comments. I'd like to get back to work now.